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1000. (English)

1000. That is the number of people the Saudi government is saying will be allowed to perform Hajj this year. I keep thinking to myself, who are these people? What have they done that has made them so beloved to Allah? He has invited them to His house, to this

May 14th Muslima

On May 14th I will have been Muslim for 14 years. How fast that time has passed.  Every May 14th I always experience a similar emotion. I struggle with an enormous sense of guilt and sadness. I reflect on the year, and ask myself, “What did you do for Allah

Bringing Ramadan to Life for our Kids

I wrote this post two weeks ago, prior to the recent changes and “social distancing” as a result of the Corona Virus. Unfortunately this creates some major uncertainty about the future and what Ramadan will look like. In all likelihood, it will be drastically different from Ramadan’s we are used

How Corona Struck Me.

The last couple of weeks have been unusual and unsettling to say the least. I believe I am not alone when I say it has been challenging to know how and what to feel.  I know for myself it began when I saw the photo of the Kabbah, empty. A

Ramadan Readiness

At the end of this weekend there will be 46 days left until Ramadan. I’m sure I am not the only one who looks forward to the blessed month. There are so many feelings of anticipation and hope as the month approaches. After all, the month is an opportunity to

Letter to My Younger Self.

There are so many things that I wish you had known. It would have saved so much frustration and pain, likewise there would have been fewer people hurt along the way. That being said, the struggles you face will shape you and your future.  Sometimes we need to go through

A Letter to My Son

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم  Muhammed, you were named after the best example for mankind.  When your dad and I chose this name for you, there were people who told us we shouldn’t put it. That it may cause hardship for you, or that with such a name comes great responsibility.